can anyone imagine how stupid am i!?!??! i actually remembered th wrong date. zzzzz. i miss my baby boy :(

oh, fuck. now hes back!!!!!!!!!!! I LUV U BABY!!!!!!!!!!

i miss my babyboy.
brenda yit luvs you dippy nicholas leee!

darling & i

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had fun with with my darling today. i love baby jia en & peipei mommy hahahahhahahaha!

6eleven2009

me and my dearest boy have been together for exactly 365 days. not gonna be a lengthy post, just want to say some things to my baby hehehehehehehehe.

i know i always hiam you about your bad habits, but i still love you for who you are. thank you for the happy 1 year we've been through, although it's not a very long time but you & i both didn't expect us to have any anniversaries hor? ^^

lets cherish this r/s kayz? and have fun tomorrow. me love you baby! muaaaaaaax~

meeting baby afterwards :D
&fuck all the pet owners who abandon their pets cos they're sick, BURN THEM IN HELL!!!

mind your own biznezz lehz hai.

good luck for your o levels baby!!!! jiayou! :D

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=574lz1PjXZU

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=574lz1PjXZU

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=574lz1PjXZU

CUTE SHIT! I LOVE HIS DANCEEE HAHAHHAHA!

congratulations to my dearest peipei! gave birth to a healthy little angel at 8pm, 10oct. hehe.

i love you my precious baby boy.

met boon today. some fucked up incident happened in the bus while going to lot1.

hope i can get well soon......

woke up at 1030 and fed my dogs. met ryan at 1230! fuckin bitch lied to me saying he's at boon lay alr, fucker. but when i reached he's still at pioneer, cheebyeee hahahha! ate at the food court then walked around looking for his sound track. i got scammed! 5bucks for 1 liang teh, WAHLAU :( ryan still asked me to add what powder, if i ever listened to him, that liang teh would cost me 7bucks wtf? then we walked pass this stall or whatever la, this indian guy was promoting some nail products.. so we stood there for like 10mins? long ah. hahhaa, the products seems good, but i dont have enough money. so soon after, kelly reached. we watched 'the ugly truth', hilarious BUT!!! there's this guy sitting next to me who is fucking annoying zZZzZ. then we went bakerzin to slack, chat and camwhore. the sausages damn yummyyy!!! hehe. then, ryan left at 1730 for his band. me and kel went wm to eat our ice cream waffle! yummy too. nic is coming after he study, which is soon i guess? miss him. a happy day afterall :) shall upload some pictures today.

yay done byebye!

A smile chases away the blues, :).

3 noob posts in a day.
i had a great laugh while talking to kelly and ryan. hahaha.

i, will always love nicholas lee chu yang! :)

can someone tell me what to do?

hi. just woke up and felt like blogging. weird? yes, fucking weird. i'm currently feeding rudolph and anan! thanks emilyeat for their new bowls hahahhaa. went to eat yum cha ytd, fucking boring man the food. i've been living for almost 17 years and i'm like getting bored of almost all the food.. sucks to be me man HAHAHAHHAAA! and i trimmed my hair for $3.80 only hahhahahaha! something super random, the xin wang taiwan cafe at bpp SUCKSSSSSSSSSSS!! :@

nicholas is still in school. i miss him, though i just see him yesterday :( he haven't been in the greatest mood lately.. but i believe that after every storm comes a rainbow. 笑一个好不好，宝宝！爱你哦~ :* hehe, but i think you can see my maid picture when you're feeling down, \/3l1 \/3li cl_lt13 0l\l3! :) short and sweet hor rocket tao? hehe, 120ck3t t40..

i'm rotting away every single day. cos i'm lazy to get out of my house. arghhhh. probably going out with kelly on thursday? haven't been meeting up with her. and if possible! ryan tag along too lah!!! i miss my friends but they seems to be so busy with their life now, except ryan!! hhaha.

tomorrow is my sis's birthday. hahahhahaha. but who cares! BIRTHDAY ONLY MA RIGHT. every year also have, zz. only make yourself older! thats what emilyeat said HAHA, and emily is forever 18 HAHAHHAHAHA!! back to topic... but so sad man you know, chun seng can only wish you happy birthday on the phone or in sms :( hahahahhahaha. and it's also ah zhe's bday! hahhaa.

my peipei darling is going to give birth soon, can't wait! YAY!!!!

AND YES!!! abel has a new companion!! YAY!!!!!!!!!! try not to hang out with rhasta too much, YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! dont think you will read this too. hahahha, but still YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!~ because i'm happy!!!!!!!

fuck my ie please, it sucks.

i love me family bf & friends! yay, bye!! :D

WHERE IS MY IP MAN DVD!? :(

ah ni jiejie just brought xavier here, so active and lovable. currenly waiting for nic to reach home! there are so many mosquito bites on my hands and legs, damn annoying...

SORRY BITCH! T_T

Hi, hmm the little bitch's comp is spoiled and she asked me to post for her:)
Poor girl, no com to use at home, must be so lonely haha. Little bitch i'm sorry for making you so dissapointed today, i'm sorry for making you cry time and again. i love you, i really do!. Anyway darling, until your comp is fixed, i will accompany you on the phone throughout the day:D. Heh thats all i can think of, pathetic me. love you bren, and like you said :D 'till death do us part' heeeeeeeeeeeeee.

my head is exploding.
my bones are cracking.
my throat is burning.
my stomach is tearing apart.

argh hate this.

random, what are friends for btw?
actions speak louder than words.

没有期望，就不会觉得失望。

我要快乐，我要能睡的安稳。

我不开心，我真的很伤心。

$\/\/33333 l4rhzxsss.

i'm currently laughing so hard after reading a compo. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!!!

it just made my day! :D

singular no ssssieeees genius!

hi ryan liew, please eat your meals regularly and stop torturing yourself you stupid noob! it's just an excuse to "jian fei". please wake up man. 你要学会放手 :) cheer uppppppp!!

me and nic went to vivo on saturday! bloody shit, i bought the 1 long thing. didn't taste as nice as i thought it would be. damn sad. then went off to meet up with abel, crystaline, renee and ruiqi. and off we go to the henderson wave!! wanted to catch 'the murderer' at ehub, but wtf, late, i didn't bring my ez link to prove that i'm 16(HAHAHAHHA) and wasted our moneyyyyy on the cab fare. then we went arcade.. slacked at mac till 2.

sunday met abel and people again, went to the airport. i made nic upset. i'm sorry! :( went back to his house, and his mom drove me home as i wasn't feeling well~ thank you!!! reached home, at least saw my cousins(emily don't think so much HAHAHAH), aunties and dearest duapeh! hehehee. soon after, daddy and mommy came home from kl. daddy bought me and sis a cute mini fan sial, he said we can bring out and use LOL!

k la. i love everyone in my family :D i love my fat nic too. i felt that i had 'life' after so long... LOL. very crappy i know. i'll be meeting ting and daniel tmr, WOOHOOO!!!

OKAY, THAT'S ABOUT IT. TIME TO DOTA DOTA DOTA~

like a somebooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooodee, big boi~

buk buk buk buk laooooo

oh really. probably i made this up myself and i didn't copy anything from the chatlog! opps.
Session Start: 25/07/2009
MingFeng (mingfeng_lin_2@hotmail.com)
Michelle Seo Mixue (mixue_1992@hotmail.com)
(9:35 PM) Michelle Seo Mix: lol, i think my family are better than yours. ha. return my money asap. and ya, last long with your ugly girl. lol bye.

lol you mean you don't? so you are trying to tell me you still remembered the happy times with him? if yes you are really contradicting:)
hmm slap... as far as i know yea, you slapped, kicked him with shoes on and scratched his whole body. yuge even asked about the marks you left behind. and even kicked his balls lol? after that you would go over to hug him and apologise and sayang him. haha wonder whos more violent.

haha then why so bothered about everything he said? its all a joke too:)

"He bought it from his cousin and that's his cousin birthday present." At least he bought it, not like take it for free? learn to appreciate, if he don't have the heart to get anything for you then what about the photoframe and shoe? all from his cousin?

"I was the one buying, although he was the one paying as I didn't even brought my wallet out? But did he told me his family members wants to eat? No. And did you know that I was the one buying food for him and walking under the hot sun while he is playing games, sleeping in his air-con room?
" Afterall its still his money, and does he need to feed your family? don't think so. So you expect him to PAY and WALK to BUY your FAMILY's meals? lol.

"Made use? I'm sorry, but that's my money? And did he tell you that I even put my $1200 in his bank account?" didn't you kept withrawing to buy things and lend your parents? till its left with 300 which you said was for him to buy a phone. haha he asked you to make this clear, he did not spend a single cent of your money. so in fact the 1.2k which YOU said YOU put in his account, in the end is still spent by yourself lol..

"Lol. He lent? So yea, I borrowed money from him when all my money in in his bank account." i think you had planned to put the money in his bank account so you can keep using it as an excuse yea. anyway he did transfer everything back into your account, left the 300 which you claim you wanted to buy the phone for him. but now you said u did not say anything like this haha.

"Omg, I so guilty that I "borrowed" my own money to my my own family." the money was his, until you claimed you dont want to buy the phone for him anymore.

"So you mean he didn't disgrace me? Lol, so why not you blog out that what he wrote on MSN? Saying that "The first bitch I met is Michelle Seo"? Yea, like my friend ask, so how am I a bitch? Did I break up with him because of another guy? Mingfeng also wrote that "Shit Michelle moving to some pathetic 2-room flat"? And "I have got a lot of great friends, but one disgusted ex-girlfriend"?"
guess i didn't make this clear before typing that. there are alot of reasons to be a bitch. you don't have to break up with him to be with another guy to be one. perhaps you and i know why he called you one though. please check the dictionary for the definition of 'disgusted' and 'disgusting', highly recommended :)

"I didn't want to give him a break? Really, but did he? So did I do anything until he wrote "People who went to ITE, their character will changed totally."? Saying that I'm the first bitch he met? I'm moving to some pathetic 2 room flat? He have got a lot of great friends but one disgusted ex-girlfriend?"
lol, so saying ugly girl and cursing his dick will rot on your blog is way better than what he wrote? lol thats childish:)

"Woo, money. Yea, who don't? If money don't matters to you, why not you give me yours. :)"
so are you begging me now? sure name a price i'll be glad to DONATE:) 1 phrase for you, 钱乃身外之物. money is important, as we need it to survive. i'm sorry, money matters to me too. but not as much as it is to you. i only have $200 every month for myself, my dogs, once in a while buy food for my granny and probably for my bf :) and that is already enough for me, i don't need to be so pathetic to ask someone else to give me money.

seriously this is the first time i ever see a couple getting back the things that you gave it to your bf or gf. that's pathetic. very pathetic. but everyone do things differently ya? maybe we should just learn to accept the unexpected things from each other. last post of you :D if you want to win this "argue", i will kindly give in to you. you shall be the winner, because what matters is i know the truth, myself :D

since you like to make this situation known to the world, i shall fill them in on perhaps the part where you didn't mention? this will be a nasty post and it's regarding a particular girl :) guess i'm no one to comment so much about this, but it concerned a close friend of mine and i fucking can't hold the anger. you guys should definitely know who she is when you read finish this post.

honestly, in my whole life i've never seen such a ridiculous girl before. as well as her family background. she can say that she has a better family background than mf. yeah, better? you said that your mom didn't teach you any manners before. but i'm sorry to say that mf's dad taught him well, that made him dote on you so much when you both were together.. and even made him realise the mistakes that he had done. even when you initiated a break up, he kept trying to salvage the relationship. but what did he get in return? your nasty temper? nasty replies?

what do you mean by he didn't spend as much as your ex bf does? didn't get you any presents? so you meant 'money makes a relationship go round'? or rather 'the world'. to you, having a bf is like having an atm machine with you anywhere and everywhere you go. as much as i remembered, he went to china. he got some hair appliances and a cj7 for you. if you think that's not enough, please think of what you did for him to deserve all these. think about it, when have you ever bought food for his family when you ever visited his house? or maybe in the first place you didn't even want to go over. but as much as i know, he did do it for your family, and not only once. even when your bro wants to eat, he will make an effort to buy it for him. you tell me, is this part of his responsibilty? i don't think so. but instead of appreciating him, you made use of him want the $300 back LOL why not you pay back for the meals too? :) and everything that he spent on you, each time you guys went out.

the $200 he lent to your family, to get a lock for your house door, is that a must or is that even needed? is he even obligated to lend. he did it for the sake that he loves you and perhaps care for your family too. worrying that you guys may not manage to get the money from elsewhere. even though you returned the money for the lock but you don't even seem grateful for what he has done. don't you even feel the least guilty, at all!? wake up fool. how many guys would lend $200 to someone whom he don't even think would manage to return him. even the money you returned him, it's not from your family.

besides giving him credit, now you blogged about him and posted things like "Worst guy i've ever seen, Lin MingFeng", disgracing him in front of everyone? what do you gain? i'd like to know. even after breaking up, you don't even want to give him a break. what's the matter? you feel you didn't extorted enough from him yet? go target someone else. but not my FRIEND, babe.

since you wanted for a break up so badly, why bother blogging and calling someone "UGLY GIRL" in your blog and sounded so mad? just what's your problem, i'm always wondering. lastly, it's my blog and i will never remove this post. not in my fucking whole life. your friends can insult me in my tagboard or whatever childish acts you guys may want to show me. bring it on. no one wanted to pursue this matter, but you started it first. it's just a small matter, but it's all because of "MONEY" that matters to you.

i can't deny that i've never asked mf to break up with you. i admit i did. and i'm glad everything has ended. i don't care if anyone gets offended by this post, it's just what i feel about this matter. i can't find anything to balance this relationship. i know it may sound biased, but i guess it's the fact because we all have our eyes to see. before i end, you're indeed the worst girl i've ever met. think about what i've written here and do some soul searching, MICHELLE SEO :)

what comes around goes around. watch what you're doing, people :D

bren & nic.

YOU DISGUST MEEEEEE!

sɐloɥɔıu ǝʌol ɐpuǝɹq

hahahahahaha. aint this cuteeeee.

oh yeah, happy belated bday tyl, and happy bday in advance to tienboon :) hehehehe.

i fucking need to change this blogskin soon. wtf.

and i know im late!! rip mj.

finally found a darn song which took me half an hour. and it's currently my blog song, kinda catchy!! anw, going to sleep soon, gotta meet ni qi tmr and we're going out. probably wont be at home from sat to mon! staying over at his place. sad, can't get to see me cousins on sun :(

i will reply tags soon! take care humans.

last but not least, KELLY BABY IS A LIAR...... she's a mean freak.

i don't know why i just feel like posting this picture up here when i was browsing through my photo albums just now..

i love i love i love my yit family!! and also, i love...

my kelly baby! :D

my ni qi, and of course

my doggies!!

somehow i miss them too..

boon, feng. and..

them!!! also.. i want to meet ting, dawn and adel badly :(

KianhweE says:
*HAHA
*stupid weather so HOT
brenda eat says:
*ya very very hot
*sometimes i want to freeze myself in a cube of ice
KianhweE says:
*lol -__
*crazy dog
*i hope i become hotdog
*at the ntuc freezer
*more shoick
brenda eat says:
*very sick sia
*want to be hotdog.
*WTF
KianhweE says:
*wat wrong wif hotdog?
*ok la
*i change
brenda eat says:
*cannot imagine you are a hotdog
KianhweE says:
*to nugguet
brenda eat says:
*WTF LEH
*a human wants to be a food
*omfg
KianhweE says:
*u also
*human wan to freeze yourself in a ice cube
*lol
brenda eat says:
*HAHHAHAHAHA
*but become nugget more sick or freeze yourself in an ice cub
*cube

his english is stupid, and please tell me who is more sick....

.no.expectations.no.disappointments.

sometimes i want you to know how much i care for you.
sometimes i want you to know how much i worry about your studies for you.
sometimes i want you to know how much time i can sacrifice for you.
sometimes i want you to know how much i want you to excel in your studies.
sometimes i want you to know how much i love you.

good luck for your papers tomorrow, darling.

Fascini.Sour.Snagx

currently i'm eating my triple layer toast, HAHAHAHAHA. good luck to all my friends taking their o level chinese tomorrow, especially ni qi....

.i.eat.and.sleep.my.life.away.


this is for ting, but wtf my hair and my face.. cmi. then my legs like too thin for my fat body sial. but this is already the best picture that i can find. lol.

i realised that most of the sg girls are so crazy over korean guys now.

i'm craving for ice cream now, wahlau. weather is so fucking hot!!!!!!!

and i hope my clothes from taiwan will arrive by this week, it has been a monthhhh or longerrr already.

frozen banana, here i come!!!!

yesterday met up with kel!!! we met, ate and walked around looking for those recycle bags for her friend. hahahahaa! but still a happy day with her after all :) seriously can see some changes in her. happy for her. no photos taken. we don't take pictures that often already leh, don't know why. anyway, my sis is back yesterday. she wanted to give us a surprise. very stupid i tell you. lol. she kept saying she will be staying at home for months until she slim down again hahahahaha. she look very much like me now!! hehehe... her face very chubby ^_^ she bought these chocolates for rudolph and anan. lol, and cookies. i don't know where is it. i dont really know how to take pictures of food, hehe.

we went to bukit gombak for supper yesterday night. i think daddy and mommy was very happy to see my sis. hehe, nat joined us too. reached home, talked to my sis and nat till around 03.30. then i went to bedddddd. yesterday was a happy day after all, except for one thing. i find it kinda rude leh -_-

kel, meet up soon again. hhHEHEHEHHE. <- i also don't know how to backspace.

i hate my blogskin, but im so lazy to change it. siannnnnnnnnnn.

my fat little boy is studying now. love you, fat slug. i'm meeting kelly胖 tomorrow. yooohoo, hahahahaha. i have nothing to blog about. because i only go out on friday and saturday(sometimes) every week. i am so lifeless. but i can sleep my life awayyyyyy. i think i will take up my course next year. i'm so lazy and useless. but wtf, i'm really damn lazy and still don't want to do anything about it. lol, what a loser. anyway, good luck to my fat slug's mid-year!!!!!! PLEASE DO WELL FOR IT......

another random post. :(

just feel like posting some pictures of them :)

take a look at this! received this email from leon today. do adopt and help out if you can!!!! give them a home :D greatly appreciated!

Hi ya

Please help...my friend has been feeding this pack of puppies and their mom at Kallang Industrial Park for the past week or so now and they are in desperate need of a home cos where they are hanging out, there are all these trucks and cars going about and these puppies have no idea that the cars and trucks are dangerous! Just recently, one of the puppies accidentally fell into a drain and drowned!So please either adopt one or pass on to your friends so they can all be saved...incidentally, the pups are all coming to an age where their mom will soon abandon them cos that's how it is so....If you are interested, please either call my friend, Christina at 9747 8468 or email her at http://sg.mc1105.mail.yahoo.com/mc/compose?to=venus.lim@gmail.comThanks so much.

HEEEHEE. went to jp with daddy, mommy and ahma on monday. then daddy went to cut his hair at QB house man, LOL. i think daddy is getting me a new phone again soon, hee. and mommy will use mine! cos she wants it. so anyway, mommy and daddy is going kl tomorrow with daddy's friends and will be coming back on saturday. okay!! i'm going to watch betty boops. i miss those cartoons. hahahha. :)

happy birthday to ting, love you always!! your bday was 2 days ago. i'm late, sorry!

cathleen eat, rudolph and anan don't want to take photos. therefore, no pictures dedicated to you. faster come home lah. noob.

R.I.P WangWang!! 叶家爱你~ :)
(070409)

yep, broken down... eyes are really tired. tried to sleep. but there are so many things on my mind too. what a bad start for april. hmmm, but we've to stay happy :) hopefully everything will be off my mind tomorrow when i wake up from my sleep. this is lifeeeeeeeee. let's just smile and live with it! although the truth is always hard to accept but i guess it'll still be the best answer. lol. watched spongebob squarepants, thinking maybe it'll cheer me up a lil, but i was so wrong. anway today met kel, because i didn't want to stay at home. watched hotel for dogs, the dogs are super cute. went home for dinner with family. daddy cooked. rare huh? well, another random post i guess... and a rather emo one.

tomorrow will be a better day. yes, it will be a better day :)
good night to all the little humans out there. back to spongebob.

the house is so quiet without rudolph and anan. they went for their fur cut, lolol. i'm going east coast for abel's bbq on sunday. then i'm going for darrence(i don't know the spelling) b'day bbq next friday, and my sec4 class bbq the following day!! looking forward to my class gathering. i miss them. but kel is such a bitch to say that she didnt expect me to go because i skipped school often. okay, i think cos i havent been exercising for countless months. then when i stood up from my chair, my back felt a sharp pain wtfffff. anyway today is friday, so i'm going off to meet nic soon. hmmmmm. just a random post.

edwin tay. what a weird picture? hahahhaha. anyway...

祝你：
生日快乐！！
学业进步。
记得要开心。
friends forever!

for 叶凯琳。

i don't really know this little boy, but quite cute hor? hehe.

i love them all :D

yeaaaaaaaaa, i'm a troublesome bitch. heading my way to wm to meet huiting to get my oversized tee i bought from rachel. and also to have our lunch together, maybe? hahhaha. thanks ting!! :) lovezx(for you)! hahah!

while i was bloghopping...
kel：update啦。
bren: update什么？
kel: update about我。
bren: 你来自己update啦！
kel: 我又不是****。(name taken out)
bren & kel: 哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！

bren: haiya, then你每次叫我update about你！
kel: 那里有每次！？只是今天第一次而已！是你每次叫我update about你咯！

kel: 很久没有去看amor了。
低级少女。哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！
for those people who don't know who is amor, he's our ex tutor.

neh,我update了。

didn't want to update my blog because everyday is the same old shits(wake up, eat and eat, play dota and get back to sleep!). hahhahha. oh! had high tea with nic, nic's mum and his sis at orchard hotel last saturday as it was his daddy's birthday. but nic's dad didn't join us. LOL. meeting kelly later, and i saw this on her personal message.

OhMeGodz! AHAHAHAH, act cute bitch!

change of my blog song!!

rudolph!

anan trying to sleep on her right paw!

fat sassy and i! :D

let's end this post with this disgusting boy.

Humans come to me only when they need me.

Or am I thinking too much?

I don't think so.

I miss you a lot.

Tagged by Eve, my laogong! :D

1. Besides Ur lips,where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
-prefer someone smelling my hair, hahahahaha.

2. How do u feel when u wake up this morning?
-fun, HAHAHA. disturbed the fat ass beside me :D

3. Who was the last person u took photo with?
-Nicholas.

4. Would you consider urself to be spoiled?
-maybe :<

5. Would you ever donate blood?
-thought of donating, but afraid of it LOL.

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was the opposite sex?
-yes :)

7. Do u wan someone dead?
-errr, maybe... ._.

8. What does ur last text message says?
-Lol... Emo when your not by my side. Go home i gona show Sassy my kung fu panda skills; Nicholas, HAHAHAHAHHAHA.

9. What are u thinking right now?
-some funny shits hahahaha.

10. Do you wish someone to be with you right now?
-duh, lol.

11. What is the time you go to bed last night?
-1+?

12. Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
-Fila.

13. Is someone on ur mind right now?
-yep.

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
-Nic -_-

10 people tagged to do this quiz.
1)Kelly
2)Tienboon
3)Shengxue
4)Edmund
5)Guice
6)Xinni
7)Michelle
8)Vanessa
9)Shiqi
10)Meiyan

15. Who is 2 having a relationship with?
-None, hehe.

16. Is 3 a male or female?
-male.

17. If 7 and 10 get tgt,would it be a good thing?
-they don't know each other D:

18. What is 1 studying abt?
-i forgot, LOL. but it's in nyp.

19. When was the last time u had a chat with them?
-o_O?

20. Is 4 single?
-i don't know LOL.

21. Say something about number 2?
-dota freak.

22. What do you think about 3 & 6 being tgt?
-huh? weird! LOOL.

23. Describe 9?
-can be rather emo at times ._. lol.

24. What will you do if 6 n 7 fight?
-impossible! the two of them has high tolerance level man.

25. Do you like 8?
-definitely :D